Times are going to get very hard over the next few weeks. I’ll apologise in advance.
Continue reading...The Grind of Broken Dreams
Insanity – Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results / Grind – To perform repetitive actions over and over to achieve a goal Anyone who says that Job Hunting is easy probably hasn’t had to...
Continue reading...Spiralling
I’m stuck. Here. Physically. Mentally. I try to leave to make plans to ‘get myself out there’ and what happens? I’m pulled right back in. I write here when I feel the need to, but right now my need is greater...
Continue reading...Just Stop: The dark side of recovery
The following post is about a personal issue. It is a long post, an unedited thought-stream from my mind as of 10/1/16. I’ve been keeping all this in for far too long, and now as I can read it back...
Continue reading...A Title
Where to even start with this one? Yet again it’s been a long time since I’ve had a moment to sit and write anything down outside of my personal notes. There has been a lot of things going on with...
Continue reading...Back to July
I guess I can go ahead and post this now, this was my experiences and feelings from a very wet day back in July of this year. I’ve changed some details and specifics in the story below as I have...
Continue reading...It’s Time
Time heals all wounds. – Does it? Really? It’s time my friends for me to load up this website and add an entry. It’s been almost a month which by my standards is not a very long time. However I...
Continue reading...Stop
A heart that’s full up like a landfill… Where does it change? When should the change be expected? What has to fall in place in order for it to happen? Life lately has been incredibly testing, and it seems no...
Continue reading...Closure & Clarity
In July of 2011, two friends and I were involved in a car accident. Nobody else was involved, unless you count some rain, some diesel, a fence, angry sheep and a straight road. Yes it was me, I very slowly...
Continue reading...120 BASIC
Wake up, don’t feel good but force myself in. In to the unknown as changes come today. Waiting. Waiting. Sudden change and into something new. Mixed feelings. Thrown in to the deep end of the shallow pool. Somehow still standing.
Continue reading...Man falls into a hole
The true genius shudders at incompleteness – and usually prefers silence to saying something which is not everything it should be. Edgar Allan Poe I’ve found myself reading a little more these past few days. I guess reading about reading...
Continue reading...Adventurous, Brave, Creative
Do you ever find yourself asking the question “What am I doing here?” – It could be in relation to where you live, your job, what’s happening in your life, a relationship perhaps, whatever it is, you must have asked...
Continue reading...You Can’t Unring a Bell..
and I have heard it’s call, so I have to go and try at the very least, and work it all out from there. EDIT: I tried and I succeeded against all expectations. It would feel good except it matters...
Continue reading...On this day
We move on. We grow. We get better. While this is true I know I for one am a firm believer that part of us doesn’t. Depending upon what it is we are attempting to move on from, part of...
Continue reading...Sometimes I Feel So Deserted
Ok so it’s a song title by the Chemical Brothers and probably a lot more, but it’s other meaning is what inspired the need to post here today. As previously said I only post here when I feel I need...
Continue reading...Somethin’s Gotta Give
At the moment there is (again) too much going on, and many more things to be started. Time is at a premium again in my life, and something has to give. What will it be? Something has to be let...
Continue reading...Tiredness
Two weeks in and I my body is screwed! Should have some content here soon, yes real actual content! So you know, keep reading. And waiting.
Continue reading...Impossible Sharing
You know the expression “Can’t please everyone”? Well really can one actually please another? Let alone many. I don’t think they can, it doesn’t seem to be possible. Against overwhelming opposition, I am remaining positive somehow. But shields are low...
Continue reading...Emotional Trouble
In the past my emotions have been labelled by others as being ‘overly emotional’ or ‘over sensitive’. I disagree. I am a highly sensitive person, I am not afraid of any backlash in admitting that, personally I don’t see a...
Continue reading...The Life of Walter Mitty
I recently watched ‘The Secret Life of Walter Mitty’ – (yes just a few years later). It did not disappoint one little bit. Ok, hollywoodised in many places but the story was there, and how it was shot was amazingly creative....
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