3 Years

3 Years ago today, at the time this post publishes, I lost my best friend, confidant and Mum. She was cruelly taken away from us thanks to indiscriminate, uncaring lung cancer. That bastard cancer which is frankly the often-forgotten /...

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Life: It Goes On

My poor neglected blog. Wow it’s been a while. The funny thing is, everytime I come here with something to write, I see the blank page and I simply don’t know how to fill it. It is almost as if...

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Purpose?

Do you not think that the World in general, in the past few years and particularly in 2020 has just gone a little crazy? – I mean what the fuck are we all doing here? What is the point if...

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Social Prescribing

When did we decide that the best cure for something is to force the application of it? – Isn’t that some sort of ye-oldie punishment that used to happen in the dark ages? I think of that whenever I see...

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Mental Health & CoVID19

Let’s be truthful here for a moment, when people think of Mental Health, they still find it hard and taboo to talk about. No matter how many fundraising campaigns are carried our or how many mainstream celebrities speak out about...

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“You can’t ever reach perfection, but you can believe in an asymptote toward which you are ceaselessly striving.” ― Paul Kalanithi, When Breath Becomes Air We as a species haven’t yet achieved our greatest goal, but when we do I...

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What Anxiety Has Done

I see a lot of articles online about depression and anxiety, and some of them grab my interest enough to read them. I usually stay away from the toxic kind of ’11 reasons why’ and so on type posts. But...

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#fuckanxiety #fuckimsomnia #fuckdepression #fuckstress #OkNotToBeOk | #MentalHealth [ms_label background_color=”#70d628″ ]HAN: Lonely[/ms_label]

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How.

Please take a look if it’s judgement versus instinct, How do I feel? When my feelings don’t even work? [ms_label background_color=”#70d628″ ]HAN: Confused[/ms_label]

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Life.

You only have one life. Keep it simple: miss someone – call them | love someone – tell them | have questions – ask | want something – try | like something – share it | hate something – ignore...

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205 Days

This has been the first Christmas period without my Mum. It’s been shit. It’s been more or less as I expected it to be. We have done our best to enjoy the days surrounding Christmas. We had a lovely Christmas...

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Hell.

“How little do doctors understand the hell’s through which we put patients” – Paul Kalanithi [ms_label background_color=”#70d628″ ]HAN: Melancholy[/ms_label] While I cannot wait for 2019 to be over, I see no reason to look forward to anything in 2020. There...

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You.

Have you ever missed someone so much that all you want to do is to speak to them, but speaking to them hurts like hell because you miss them so much. So you just don’t speak to them & that...

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137 Days…

This post on its own will seem, published now, completely out of place. The reason for this is there has been a period of time now that has passed between the events of the 6th June 2019 and the weeks...

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First Do No Harm

I haven’t written here in a long time. So long in fact there are draft posts from before this date awaiting publication. But today I feel the need to post about my Mother. Two years almost to the day where...

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The End of An(other) Era

As of today, March 29th 2019 I have now officially resigned my position of employment with Amazon Logistics UK Ltd. There are parts relating to my resignation that I cannot talk about but lets face it, exactly who’s interested anyway....

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