I wasn’t sure if I should post this at all or not, but I’ve written it now, and it’s been something that I’ve wanted to get off my chest, so here we are… There is a band I’ve been listening...

Yet again I’ve neglected writing down my thoughts here. It’s been more than six months at this point. Wow that’s a big gap. Is a catch up even worth it at this stage.. Probably not. There’s been so much, so...

On the 16th January 2024, I found out that I’d won a competition I entered to win tickets to see Kings Elliot at an intimate, acoustic gig in London. The gig was the 18th January 2024. So just the two...

It feels like it has become some kinda tradition for me at the period of time we are in.. around Christmas to New Year, to become hyper retrospective of myself and the year past. While continuing to look forward towards...

Why does it feel like at the moment I cannot get anything done? Any free time I get to myself I waste by sleeping or resting. Any time I find myself busy and unavailable, I have the urge and inspiration...

What is it I have to do to catch a break at the moment? So many things are changing in life at the moment – not all of them bad at all, but still many things are happening and some...

Does anyone ever have those days.. weeks.. months where there is so much to do on the to-do list that you end up getting overwhelmed and doing.. none of it. Then of course you feel worse because you’ve not achieved...

I don’t know what I am doing anymore. I literally haven’t got a fucking clue. There have been many more questions lately, more so than there are answers. I don’t have the answers to the questions I am asked these...

I was recently told that I’ve had my head in a plant pot for quite a few months now. I honestly didn’t think it’d been that long, but perhaps it has. It’s the 1st of May somehow and for sure...

Recently I read a quote. It was I guess a demotivational quote initially, but I think I flipped it around in my head as I took it’s negativity to be quite freeing. Of course now I am actually writing about...

I am not sure I really believe in New Year New Start if I am completely honest. I don’t think anything really changes except the night rolls on into the next day and we change calendars to keep track of...

I’ve been trying in some way or another to write this post since the 4th of September 2022… It’s now the 22nd of November. This isn’t an ‘end of the year’ summary post, but I am sumarising some things. I...

Today, the 9th September 2022 is the 21st anniversary of one of the most visceral atrocities of the 21st Century. The Terrorist attack on the World Trade Centre in New York City. The statement “Never Forget” is used these days...

It’s August again. Time.. Life.. Moves on. It’s relentless. Regardless. We made it through July somehow, without major catastrophe. In fact there were even some good times experienced during July. A Return to events mid-month which you can read about...

In the past a lot of what I have published here has been deep down deep down darkness and my truest of feelings directly from my soul. Some if not most of that kind of content can be taken as...

3 Years ago today, at the time this post publishes, I lost my best friend, confidant and Mum. She was cruelly taken away from us thanks to indiscriminate, uncaring lung cancer. That bastard cancer which is frankly the often-forgotten /...

“There are some times that I feel we are absolutely nowhere” Sometimes I find myself lost in the weeds, I am in the tall grass. Lost somewhere deep inside myself without the ability to reach out and grab something to...

I’ve been up on a high lately and I think that’s somewhat down to the activities and experiences I am putting myself forward for, you can read about it via x40.co.uk if you are interested, and being on a somewhat...

My poor neglected blog. Wow it’s been a while. The funny thing is, everytime I come here with something to write, I see the blank page and I simply don’t know how to fill it. It is almost as if...