When did we decide that the best cure for something is to force the application of it? – Isn’t that some sort of ye-oldie punishment that used to happen in the dark ages? I think of that whenever I see...
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Mental Health & CoVID19
Let’s be truthful here for a moment, when people think of Mental Health, they still find it hard and taboo to talk about. No matter how many fundraising campaigns are carried our or how many mainstream celebrities speak out about...
Continue reading...Blogger Contradicts Blog Title
Guess We Just Begin Again – You might have realised after all these years this phrase is somewhat important to me, it is, after all what I called this at-times, very personal blog. I get asked “why do you publish...
Continue reading...What Anxiety Has Done
I see a lot of articles online about depression and anxiety, and some of them grab my interest enough to read them. I usually stay away from the toxic kind of ’11 reasons why’ and so on type posts. But...
Continue reading...205 Days
This has been the first Christmas period without my Mum. It’s been shit. It’s been more or less as I expected it to be. We have done our best to enjoy the days surrounding Christmas. We had a lovely Christmas...
Continue reading...137 Days…
This post on its own will seem, published now, completely out of place. The reason for this is there has been a period of time now that has passed between the events of the 6th June 2019 and the weeks...
Continue reading...First Do No Harm
I haven’t written here in a long time. So long in fact there are draft posts from before this date awaiting publication. But today I feel the need to post about my Mother. Two years almost to the day where...
Continue reading...The End of An(other) Era
As of today, March 29th 2019 I have now officially resigned my position of employment with Amazon Logistics UK Ltd. There are parts relating to my resignation that I cannot talk about but lets face it, exactly who’s interested anyway....
Continue reading...Dr Shit Missed Pneumonia
On this site which houses my personal blog, I have a bunch of posts kept in draft format, from times when I felt like I needed to blog, but never found the time to write and publish. This is just...
Continue reading...Busy Times, Busy Minds
It’s been on my to-do lists for weeks to publish a post here. There is too much going on at the moment to gather my thoughts into a singular blog post. After the 14th November (at some point) I will...
Continue reading...258 Days
I’ve just written another post for another blog and the Days between post counts on that blog is worse than this. So, you should be grateful. This is a short one, as in a matter of 258 days a lot...
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A year ago today, this image was posted to my Facebook timeline with the quote ‘My life right now’: Yesterday, the car broke down on the motorway. Traveling at 70 in lane 3 I get a warning light pop up,...
Continue reading...That’s a wrap!
Nine posts.. is all I made here in 2017. Where exactly did the year go? I can recall spending a fair part of the year in hospital waiting rooms for both myself and others, and of course it should be...
Continue reading...Monday… aka Shitday
Well that was one hell of a shitty day. At the start of today I thought that all of my writing and updating yesterday was a big waste of time. I woke up with aspirations to get long-term things a...
Continue reading...Stuck (again)
We gotta talk health. Regretless decision, failing health and… Depression. It’s been a tumultuous couple of years for me, my health and general progress / wellbeing. Let’s go back to say… February 2015.. Bare with me. Up until February 2015 I...
Continue reading...What If?
What If? – That fucking question has followed me around since a brainstorming session in a 3rd Year Media Technology module seminar. It was decided by unimaginative people to be the ‘theme’ of an Exhibition & Performance module to tell...
Continue reading...#fuckdepression
It was a Sunday night in my spiritual hometown of London where a then-friend and I attended a gig of a group we both shared an interest for. The group was Linkin Park and the venue was Wembley Arena. It...
Continue reading...Clearing the Backlog
Once again it has been far too long since I have been here. There are many reasons for this, not least being is that I struggle to be able to write right now. There is a lot to be said,...
Continue reading...When Breath Becomes Air
Sorry, two Cancer related posts in a row, and just days after one another. Till I have somewhere else for this to go, it goes here. In March 2017 I underwent a small operation on my left knee to fix...
Continue reading...Cancer Is A Killer
Cancer is a Killer. Fairly obvious statement there. Of course it is a killer, there is no known cure. But as bad as it is, it doesn’t just kill it’s host, it kills hopes and dreams, plans and activities. It...
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