What a day is has been. It feels like its been one long day from the last post here to this one. On the surface nothing has changed, however as is often the case, it is below the surface that major changes have occurred. There is too much to cover here in a single post and I really cannot go back now. I’ll cover it all elsewhere. If you want to see it you’ll find a way too find it. Lets simply say that for the most part I am more hopeful that I was 3 months ago where as in other parts I have simply been struggling against the crush and grind. How I come out of all this remains to be seen.
To all the friends I’ve struggled to keep in touch with, I am sorry, I will try to make things right as I begin to look at pulling myself back to the top of the well once more.
